.·:¨Breathe out...so I can breathe you in¨:·.

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 17:29:01 GMT

Just adding my .02 cause I haven't in a looooooooooong time.

Guess whats...

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:29:25 GMT

Tomorrow marks the 1 month anniversary since I haven't been working. Those biatches tried to fire me but I outsmarted them and quit before they could! Muahahahaha.

However, I've gotten SO many calls from people that want me. I'm looking into going into the insurance business. Not really a fave but it'll do for now. There's a big possibility that I'll be relocating by the first of the year. I can't wait!!! ::crosses fingers:: I hope it works out. But I don't know where I'll be relocating to, that's the only thing that sucks.

*sigh* oh wells.

Okay, I'm off. I felt the need to share my happiness with EVERYONE!!!

I love this poem...

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 02:29:24 GMT

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

-ee cummings

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 20:19:54 GMT

Never say I love you, if it isn't really there

Never talk about feelings, if you really don't care

Never hold my hand, if you're gonna break my heart

Never say you are gonna, if you don't plan to start

Never look into my eyes and all you do is lie

Never say hello if you really mean goodbye

If you really mean forever, Then please say you'll try ..

Never say forever.. Because forever makes me cry...

I suppose...

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:13:14 GMT

-And All That Could Have Been-
I'm guessing you are heavily depressed over losing
someone.. or probably more than one person. In
case you've never heard this song before..

What Nine Inch Nails song are you?
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P E T E R!!!!

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 00:41:05 GMT

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 23:32:17 GMT

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Fri, 23 Sep 2005 16:35:02 GMT

Your Birthdate: February 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.
In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.
There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.

You are efficient and handle money very well.
You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable.
You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility.

Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force.
You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 19:38:44 GMT

I just found this in a friends' journal. It's exactly what I've always wanted to say.

The thing that frustrates me about you....is you dont want me....you dont want me back and i dont know how to make you want me. I guess you can't make someone do that sort of thing. But I wish i could. I wish you were feeling the same ache I am, the same pit in my stomach, the way I have to hold back the tears and emotions and pretend that all is well and I'm satisfied being your friend. I want to hear you tell me you love me one last time, just so I know i didn't imagine it. I want to hold your hand one last time, so I can memorize the touch of you. I want to kiss you one last time, so I will never forget the softness of your lips on mine and the passion of our kisses. But I don't think i'll ever have one last time...i dont even know if i'll ever see you again.
That fact alone scares me to death.
Pretend I didnt say this...
Pretend you didnt read it...
I want you back

...

decisions...

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 19:25:50 GMT

I'm retiring from writing in my LJ, for now anyways, till I get some stuff resolved. I wish I could write about it...but I'm not going to. I shall make posts, but nothing about what I'm doing or where I might be going. Check TR/TF if you wanna figure out how I'm doing

my <3 is broken, yet again...

hahaha, omfg, i love this!!!!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 02:51:54 GMT

Stress

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 16:37:00 GMT

*sigh*

Florida was fun. Not long enough. I shoulda driven south instead of north. And YEEEEES Evan, you were right. It's 500 miles down there and 500 miles back. I take back what I said earlier :-p

On a better note...I'm planning on putting my 2 weeks notice in for my job. Waaaaaaaay to much drama for me. And it's all the older, "supposed to be mature" managers that are making my life a living hell. Ha! I told Bekki and Carra that I'm gonna go work with guys. Cause that's the only way, at least for now, that I won't have drama. Hence why i always say...i wanna be a guy.

I have lots more to write but I don't feel like it. And besides, SOME people still read this, hahaha. I don't know why ya do...E-man ;-) I end up tellin' you everrrrrything anyways. and in the famous words of you..."Joo do schwhatever joo wants"

***********************************************************************************
Oh, and everyone pray for Danny. He went down yesterday on Chip's 'Screamin' Eagle Electra Glide'. A white van went across 2 lanes of traffic (on Hwy 9 and Old Milton Pkwy) and creamed Danny, then proceeded to run over him. He's got 4 broken ribs, a broken leg, broken pelvis, ruptured spleen and severed kidney. Not to mention the damaged that was done to his face.

When the guy hit Danny, he ran over his head. So now they're having to drill a hole into the side of his head to drain the blood. He had a helmet on, novelty, not DOT, but fancy this...there wasn't ONE scratch on his helmet. Weird. But anyways, back to what i was saying...his skull has shifted upwards and they've gotta do all this extensive and delicate surgery. He's still in ICU. Kelly and I are gonna go see him today. If they let us in...

Tease???

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 04:23:02 GMT

wow, i haven't written in this thing in FOREVEEER. oh well. anyways. i'm sooo dunzo with work. it's becoming more of a chore than something fun. i'm just over the drama. that's why i wanna move away from here and start over.

even more of a reason to move to tampa, right Kyle??? hahahahahaha

so this week has been pretty eventful. my grandpa passed away, work sucks, Carra is leaving me for 2 long weeks, and i'm going to florida for the weekend.

i'm so not looking forward to the drive down there, but i've got a pretty rad trip planner, so i should be fully entertained.

and for the record...

I'M NOT A TEASE!!!!!

hahahahaha :)

more things

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 02:36:17 GMT

The house I bought was more of a rash decision that a well thought out one. For any of y'all who know, I sold it an put the rest in a fund for furthering my education/career. prolly gonna use it for graduate school...yes, i have decided to finish the rest and not stop. makes more sense, eh? Anyways, gotta go write a paper for my philosophy class.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 01:32:07 GMT

Why you don't wanna piss off the mob

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 00:57:01 GMT

Oh and one last thing...

I became a proud mommy this past weekend...

I got myself a pretty little kitty. I love him!!!!

changes...

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 00:55:38 GMT

So, I got a new job. It's not the best job in the world but I'm bringing in an extra $500 a night...and keep in mind that this is not a hussy job. It's waitressing somewhere. And no...not where you think.

I'm done with this. It's too much for me to handle.

farewell...

oh and I got my internship with the hospital...I'll be moving after the new year. I hope not though...gonna do everything i can to stay here.

Offically

Tue, 31 May 2005 03:50:55 GMT

It's officially been a week.

*sigh*

The bike wreck helped me, but it didn't help anything else. I fucking hate my life sometimes. At least my sessions are going well. I've been told I'm making improvement.

That's good news I guess. I found out that I've been gettin 5k/per month from my grandma that passed a few years ago...I've supposedly been getting it since I was 20.

I can't cash it in til I'm 25. Fucker damn. I'm still looking for property anyways. I'm probably moving back home to the west coast.

Enough ranting...I've gotta finish laundry.

Understanding...

Thu, 19 May 2005 23:22:51 GMT

As the sun sets it falls upon the pieces of your past,

Reflecting you in all the shades of red and yellow.

Bringing life to all those that linger in your light.

Watch with your blurred perception due to misty eyes,

Although the radiant sunlight has long since vanished,

This is no time of worry, precious, we are all still here.

With these white pristine feathers scattered about

Our gazes are now drawn to the brilliant, starlit sky.

And although far from us, you are still visible.

Beautiful as you are, and as you will forever be.

Like snow covered hills in a northern landscape

You will rise and fall - startling yet awe inspiring.

Althought the skies will be rough and chaotic,

You will overcome any storms that come your way.

And to think, your journey has just begun...

Our paths diverge but I will see you in the end,

Goodbye, my sweetest and dearest friend.

Tue, 03 May 2005 03:25:35 GMT

I found these quotes in my phone and wanted to delete all of them but not without posting so everyone else could read them. I'll admit, some of them aren't mine. I would put the owners name after it, that is, if I knew it. Nevertheless, here they are...

"With this last breath I breath life into our creation of love and beauty, I pray this time it'll last forever. Know that I will always love you, dear, always"

...

"When you fall in love with someone, its like they take hold of a piece of your heart...and when you're not with that person anymore, that part of your heart is taken with them and you know that you'll never have another chance because its over..."

...

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
But by the number of moments that take our breath away....."

...

"The too few years were well worn on his face and his hair once short and kept was now dreaded from many of harsh wind and sea. His eyes had seen many more years than he had been on this earth, but once he smiled she knew it could be none other. It was the same half smile, endearing and warm, that she loved."

...

"Love is just an exchange of corporate documents"

...

"Without the shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness"

i got bored

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 19:11:27 GMT

Your Linguistic Profile:

60% General American English

30% Dixie

10% Yankee

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

I stole this from lowfuellight

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 18:17:02 GMT

Lol....well....honestly i know and utilize most of this already but even some of it was inetersting to me...lol...now i wanna find the one for guys givin oral to us women

Hey if you have anything to add.....leave a comment!!

to all you ladies out there...

1. Be perceptive.
Be perceptive of his breathing, his tensing, etc. Watch his body's reactions. Flinching is NEVER a sign of pleasure, but an involuntary spasm may be. Watch and see if he's letting his breath out in little bursts- he may be holding his breath, which means you're doing something really well. It's all about being in tune with him.

2. Go hog-wild.
We don't want a timid little kiss on the end of our dicks. Get down on it, go crazy. Listen, i don't like the ACT of going down on girls. I enjoy making them cum HARD. Think about it that way. Don't just try to get it over with- Make it your goal to convince him that you are some Demon Fellatio Robot Sent From The Future To Make All Other Blowjobs Seem Inferior.

3. Just cause it's called "oral"...
Don't let that confuse you. Use your hands! I'll get into more specifics on how you're supposed to use them in the following sections, but just keep it in mind- if you're not using your hands, you're probably not doing very well.

4. Stimulate ALL of his dick.
This one's going to be kind of lengthy. Have you ever had a guy go to town on your clit, and you start feeling oversensitive? Like it's "too much?" It stops feeling good, it makes you sort of cringe. That's how it feels when you stimulate the head of my penis too much. Have a guy show you how he masturbates. Most guys start about an inch up from the base and go to just below the head, or maybe to the start of the head. This middle area is the most sensitive, without being TOO sensitive. So when you're going down on us, it's best if you can bring your lips down to about an inch from the base. If you can take the whole thing, that's good too, just don't sit there with your mouth on his head, barely moving, and expect him to cum. If you can't make it all the way down, use your hand to do the rest. In general, holding the base of the shaft with sort of an "OK" symbol is a good idea.

5. Stimulate more than his dick
Have you ever had a guy go down on you and insert his finger(s) and stimulate your g-spot at the same time? You know how it's several pleasures all at once? Thats sort of how we feel when a girl goes down on us and plays with our nuts at the same time. There's also a spot right below the balls but above the ass that most guys enjoy. The amount of attention each guy wants to non-penis areas differs, so try to use your judgement. It's also a way of teasing the guy. I don't know a guy that can get off by you JUST tonguing his balls, but we can get REALLY ready. If you just do that for a while, he'll be begging for you to finish him off. One note on asses: Some guys like their ass played with, but from what i can tell, slightly more guys dislike it. Find out how he feels before going to town.

6. Faster isn't always better.
There are some girls who can get a guy to cum in a matter of minutes, and not that many minutes, at that. However, let me say that the longer an orgasm builds, the bigger it is when it finally comes. If a girl teases me for an hour without letting me cum, i'll be furious at the lack of orgasm, but then when she finally gets me off, it's got the force of a freight train.

7. Where's all this cum going to go?
Listen, i don't care if you spit, or if you swallow. It does *feel* better if you swallow; it makes the orgasm more intense. Really though, it's not that big of a deal. What IS a big deal is if i tell you i'm going to cum (which i do, because i'm a Keeper ;), and you jump halfway off the bed. I don't care too much what you do with it after, just take the shot in the mouth.

8. If he doesn't give you head...
Stop sleeping with him, or break up with him, whichever is applicable. If you go down on him, and he won't return the favor, he is selfish and unconcerned with your happiness. These are rarely traits that end at the bedroom door, he's probably just a dick in general.

-I copied this from *kittycats_diary*

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 19:12:31 GMT

So, I'm down in St Augustine with Evan. And I'm having soooo much fun. Its Bike Week too. I don't have to much to say cause it's almost time to leave. But I shall update once again...in another few months. But first of all...I'm gettin plastered tonight!! WoooHooooo!!!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 03:18:56 GMT

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Fri, 28 Jan 2005 02:05:41 GMT

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.·:*¨*Breathe out...so I can breathe you in*¨*:·.