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29 January 2006 @ 12:28 pm
Just adding my .02 cause I haven't in a looooooooooong time.
 
 
Current Mood: chipperchipper
 
 
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19 October 2005 @ 07:24 pm
Tomorrow marks the 1 month anniversary since I haven't been working. Those biatches tried to fire me but I outsmarted them and quit before they could! Muahahahaha.

However, I've gotten SO many calls from people that want me. I'm looking into going into the insurance business. Not really a fave but it'll do for now. There's a big possibility that I'll be relocating by the first of the year. I can't wait!!! ::crosses fingers:: I hope it works out. But I don't know where I'll be relocating to, that's the only thing that sucks.

*sigh* oh wells.


Okay, I'm off. I felt the need to share my happiness with EVERYONE!!!
 
 
Current Mood: geekygeeky
Current Music: Damien Marley
 
 
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07 October 2005 @ 10:27 pm
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


-ee cummings
 
 
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07 October 2005 @ 04:18 pm
Never say I love you, if it isn't really there


Never talk about feelings, if you really don't care


Never hold my hand, if you're gonna break my heart


Never say you are gonna, if you don't plan to start


Never look into my eyes and all you do is lie


Never say hello if you really mean goodbye


If you really mean forever, Then please say you'll try ..


Never say forever.. Because forever makes me cry...
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Only One - Yellowcard
 
 
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29 September 2005 @ 07:12 pm

-And All That Could Have Been-
I'm guessing you are heavily depressed over losing
someone.. or probably more than one person. In
case you've never heard this song before..


What Nine Inch Nails song are you?
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Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: A Favor House Atlantic - Coheed and Cambria
 
 
 
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23 September 2005 @ 08:39 pm

my pet!
 
 
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy
 
 
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23 September 2005 @ 07:32 pm
cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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23 September 2005 @ 12:34 pm
Your Birthdate: February 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.
In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.
There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.

You are efficient and handle money very well.
You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable.
You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility.

Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force.
You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: just a notch in your bedpost
 
 
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19 September 2005 @ 03:38 pm
I just found this in a friends' journal. It's exactly what I've always wanted to say.


The thing that frustrates me about you....is you dont want me....you dont want me back and i dont know how to make you want me. I guess you can't make someone do that sort of thing. But I wish i could. I wish you were feeling the same ache I am, the same pit in my stomach, the way I have to hold back the tears and emotions and pretend that all is well and I'm satisfied being your friend. I want to hear you tell me you love me one last time, just so I know i didn't imagine it. I want to hold your hand one last time, so I can memorize the touch of you. I want to kiss you one last time, so I will never forget the softness of your lips on mine and the passion of our kisses. But I don't think i'll ever have one last time...i dont even know if i'll ever see you again.
That fact alone scares me to death.
Pretend I didnt say this...
Pretend you didnt read it...
I want you back




...
 
 
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19 September 2005 @ 03:21 pm
I'm retiring from writing in my LJ, for now anyways, till I get some stuff resolved. I wish I could write about it...but I'm not going to. I shall make posts, but nothing about what I'm doing or where I might be going. Check TR/TF if you wanna figure out how I'm doing





my <3 is broken, yet again...
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Title and Registration - Death Cab For Cutie